ONE WEEK MORE TO RAYA..
Well it's really surprising that when i come to terms with the dates, IdilFitri is like a week away. However the seasonal looking-forward-to-mood is no longer in existence. Being already like 24yrs old and experiencing many Raya during the younger years made this year just the SAME as previous years.
Well many share the same feelings with me on this one. I blamed it on being old (absence of getting any green packets) and the fact that being at this age makes us wanna treasure Ramadhan more than the CElebration that comes after that holy month.
Also, being caught up with school work, projects, FYP and what-have-you is another that my finger is pointing blame to.
But i think the MAIN contribution is the lack of mood that my family is putting in everytime Hari Raya comes. My parents dont usually look forward to the celebration actually. This can be seen in their eyes. Sigh. Thats y we hardly get anything new comes Raya or even bake kuih or sit down and plan what needs to change this year.
Nonetheless, its up to me whether i wanna embrace the mood for Raya. I hardly care nowadays but i think already cleaning my messy room is a first step.
Me have yet to buy a new kurung top for raya.
Hardly had any time to spare this week!
OH no..
My plans after ramadhan are plenty.
One of them is to start (not resume) my fitness. I couldn't explain why i always feel so tired after a few minutes of soccer. It really is a scary thought. So i have set aside some money to get a gym membership at some CC, going to go for a swim twice weekly again (with helmi.. amcam?) and maybe go jogging with dear or just myself.
Aim: to take IPPT this december with Fadli.
BUt actually i dont know whether i should be exempted from IPPT due to my broken hand. Urgh.... Well.. its not something to worry coz im more worried the month of Ramadhan is ending and asked myself if i have taken advantage of the blessings that this holy month brings to increase my taqwa to Allah.
have a Good day!
